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Thursday, February 10, 2005


Exams are nearing. Everything seems so gloomy. OUr lives have become DOWNBEATS. Whenever we get some time, we think of the DOwNbeatS. Our minds are in anguish. We can think of success, but that adds another dream to the list. We are afraid to lose. But we don't know the way to victory. We have the guitar but dont have the notes. We many times try to pluck the right string but fail. We make wierd noises. Our life's a stage and our guitars're our lifeline. The crass music that I play is inferior. I need perfection. I open the computer in search of peace. But the keys hurt my delicate fingers. I try to play the guitar with my wounded fingers but fail. Everything is in vain. I am afraid to lose. Our dreams are rhapsodic, but in vain. I try to rewind my mind and hope some peace. But end being a hopeless lad. I distant my cronys playing the wrong string. The string stings. I listen to crass musics but everything in vain. I rewrite my fellings but in vain. Hopelessly watch the telly, but hope seems never to meet me again. 'O bondhu eso, kachey eso, tobu eso, kache eso'-lol. Water bottle above my computer table just waiting for a chance to spill water over my keyboard and dysfunction it. I'll cry bottles of water if that happen. But be it the water or some other creature, I'll have to cry. "dHAdaR thEkEo JotiL tuMI"!

Friday, February 04, 2005

..:: n0thiNg iS wRoNG ::..

How does the world define the wrong? As the world says, "wrong is something unpleasant, something that is untrue, something that is unfair, something that is wrong". Then I'd say everything that we do and see is wrong. As a right maybe wrong to you or a wrong might be a right to me. That means we have no rights to define the wrong, nor even the right. But truth is the reality. We have to face the truth as it is always right. A a false can be right or cannot be also. But truth is always triumphant. We might have coloured our lives with all the rights, but the picture is not clear until there is the colour of wrong. And to make the picture even more pellucid we have to taste every right and wrong. But beware wrong should not do wrong to others. That is you can take up smoking and die young. But your smoking should not ruin others' lives. For example, if you have a girl friend who love your more than her life. In that case, it would be wrong to die in your youth, shattering the girl's aspirations.

"A right can afford a defeat, but a wrong cannot"-niK

Thursday, February 03, 2005

cOmÞuteR c0MÞutER!

Machines will alway be machines. I have been troubled by my computer since the last 3 months. Once I was able to log in to windows 98se;; I lost track of windows XP. And when I was able to work on windows Xp I found problems with 98se. I formatted my drives. I partioned and made a single drive with the letter C. And again re-partioned the drive into two equal parts C & D. Now the primary dive letter had 98se and the secondary had XP. But whenever I tried enter Xp there was a black screen to my dismay. This prevented me to work on XP. But today I was kind of touched by this nonsense. SO I got my CPu and disjointed every single connections. I re-assembled each and every part knowing what is best. And when it was all done, cheers it became ok.

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

sTuck beTwEEn BIO. & COMP.

Oh..err..umm.. yestarday i turned 16. To be simple 31st Jan was my birthday. I don't like to mention what I did and what I didnot.

So I am on the brim of one closing year. And so I have to think about class 11 well; in advance when I already have bought the admission form. It is to be submitted to the school department early by 12th of this month. And I we are to mark the additional subjects either, when submitting the form. So Mathametics is a sure shot but I can't decide my mind if it will be Computer or it will be Biology. I'm in a great dilema. Thus to clear all this doubts I made some kind of survey. And to my surprise maximum of my friends were in support of Computer. At first I thought I'll have no one supporting me in the Computer line. But see I have many. It is not that I dislike biology but that I like Computer more than anything. And being with my computer would be like being with my life. I always prefer to do something that is good for me and in a way in which I am interested in. So the chooice is clear. See, I can't spend my time with Biology but I will love to spend my time with Computer. Taking Biology and going on with that line is like climbing a leafless tree. A leafless tree, no photosynthesis and in turn no fruits. No fruits mean no gains. And moreover I can't let this chance slip my hands. When I can learn something as interesting as C++, then "I love you baby, I love you". That means I love to take Computer as my subject. Atleast if I take computer as my subject then I'll have the excuse to sit in front of the computer monitor, which would not be possible if I take biology. And just think NIK THE COMPUTER GEEK studying biology! Gosh' won't that sound startling? So 'chow chow BIO.' And 'holla COMPU.'

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